i should have known that i'm not the one that you'll sweep off her feet :')

just when i'm starting to care so much for that one person, suddenly it seems like the moments that we shared are limited. we're not meant to be... it hurts, but i'll live :') as long as he is happy, then i'm happy for him too.

xoxo,
this is helna saying I HEART YOU.

i should have known that i'm not the one that you'll sweep off her feet :')

just when i'm starting to care so much for that one person, suddenly it seems like the moments that we shared are limited. we're not meant to be... it hurts, but i'll live :') as long as he is happy, then i'm happy for him too.

xoxo,
this is helna saying I HEART YOU.

macam apa

yeaaah go on then. jangantah gtau aku.
let me have some negative thinking to do, if thats what you want :)

and i was like, ahaks ahaks!

can't you see that it hurts me?
i'm trying to hold our relationship,
cause i believe in our love.
but if you keep behaving like this,
i guess it is a goodbye.



PS : happy sweet sixteenth birthday lovee!

i don't lie when i says I LOVE YOU.

baby are you down down down down down




YES I'M DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! :'(

i know you care.

i LOVE him and i LOVE our relationship.
so i WILL try to hold our love until we have to let go.
and i WON'T give up.



swooshh! just got back dari library. and had fun with zatey. :D really. she cheered me up when i'm down tadi. we did some silly stuffs, like, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. apaaan. :P and awuuu, i saw HIS sister tadi. macam, ada iya ka..ada iya ka. betanya jua ku dalam hati an. sekalinya nada. macam hampa jua ku tu. :( ehekz ehekz!



but now aku kengalehan. tomorrow lagi i HAVE to come to school pasal ada GREEN-DAY. and also for our project untuk camping atu. -.-"
okay.
i'm off.
hasta la vista.
LOVE,
HELNA.



P/S : aku rindu qayum. :/

aku patah hati.

Finally.
exaam pun abessssssssssssssssssssssss. holidays pun akhirnya arriveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. aku gembira.

NO SCHOOL.
NO BANGUN AWAL.
NO EXTRA.
NO BALIK AKHIR.
NO HEADACHE.
NO STUDYING.

ehekz ehekz! bahagianya akuu. :D

tapikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, aku sedih cause i won't be seeing him during this holidaays :/
AND
hatiku bertambah gila when he won't talk to me. :'(
I'M SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, yaknowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
BUT
i can't help but smile when i saw his adorable face tadi. he is SO irresistible. and i will always love him, no matter what happen. :')




I LOVE YOU, QAYUM.